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Reflections left behind















She wanted to feel but was numb.
Years of bottled up pain and confusion only followed her.
She was misunderstood, yet they were the repercussions of her actions.
She longed to be loved only failing to realize she already was.
How could she recognize the difference between what she can become and what she only saw. How could she be freed from that stronghold upon her?
Her reflection in the mirror only sunk her deeper.
How can she gamble on her faith when she feared losing?
So much to gain, yet that first step was almost impossible to take.
She could do it, she was told. She started to believe, started to hope, started to humble herself, started to open her heart.
Letting her first True Love, the one that she was oblivious to, into her heart.
She encountered a reflection of her past.
So painful, yet liberating because her beloved was beside her.
Her beloved made her a promise like no other she had heard before, and deep in her soul, she could sense the covenant would guide her, subside her and comfort her.
How beautiful, how beautiful was she beginning to feel.
She felt illuminated. Freed from the broken past, looking ahead.

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  1. Kristy NunezApril 8, 2010 at 7:15 PM

    Hey Girl!!..Let me first start with saying that I love this..and It's so beautiful,love the music girl!...every since the first day I read your comeents in fb..you have been a inspiration to me..God Bless you and yours!..To God Be The Glory!

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  2. Zoraida ClementeApril 9, 2010 at 12:54 PM

    Amen! This is awesome!

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